Everything is not as bad as it seems. So I should try and keep my head up.
Only one week of
Hell school left. Then I am on an 8 week vacation yo. I can draw. I can practise. And take my time. I also promise to finish all my to-do's.
I have realistic plans for my future. So I finally have a goal to achieve and I have no time to give up now okay.
Why should I be sad now I don't get it. Why am I crying like an idiot? wth
So. I came to the conclusion that I will force myself to become a happy person. Yo.
First of all i have to apologize to my gradma beacause I was stupid yesterday and good god
please kill me. No okay..I can do this I'm super sure.
I also talked to her about my future and i think she's fine with it. So no needs to worry. I hope everything is fine between us at least..next week or so.
Now why am i writing this?
No idea to be honest. You really don't need to read this or respond to this. This is more like a..uh..yeah. I just like to write things down.
-Kenny over- <3